complete yet incomplete

I am completely complete.
Serius deh, diliat dari segi manapun, alhamdulillah gw kumplit.

Persekolahan, sedang berjalan, walaupun dengan teramat lamban dan agak lumayan kalah berpacu dengan umur, tapi Insha Allah sedang diselesaikan. Eh ehhh, barusan check result sih, yaaay i passed all the subjects, dengan nilai yang lumayan banget, terutama untuk seorang Mijung. Many thanks to my beloved Irwan yang suka gw gangguin minta tolong ini itu anu ini dalam ngerjain tugas. OK, back to my main topic, komplit2an.

Keluarga, yaaah, adalah.. walaupun eerrr.. gitulah.. ada pokoknya. Lengkap sehat walafiat tidak kurang suatu apa. Ada sih yang kurang waras dan membawa dampak yang luar biasa bikin jengkel lahir batin dunia akhirat langit bumi, tapi yaudahlah, urusan dia sama badannya sendiri.

Percintaan? Paling komplitlah di antara semuanya, yaah walaupun kita berdua jarang ketemu (setaun paling banyak 3 kali, kurang jarang apeee?), biaya telfon2an makin mahal, dan agaknya jarak akan semakin jauh memisahkah kita berdua *tsah, kebanyakan nonton sinetron nih gua kayaknya =P*

Trus, apalagi ya.. intinya kumplitlah, gak kurang suatu apapun, makanan (sampe gendut gini, apanya yang kureng?), minuman (minum dalam arti kata sebenarnya, bukan 'minum' huehuehue), sandang, pangan, papan, semuanya. Lengkap.

But I don't know why, there's something missing. Not that I'm being ungrateful here, but it's just hmm.. there has sorta been an empty spot here, in myself. Don't know what is that and how the it (the emptiness) got in here, though, thus I don't know how to solve it.

I hope this is only the hormones. PMS, it strikes every friggin month. Agak mau gila huhuhu..

Anyway dad just called, he had this massive feast back home in Jakarta, a family dinner celebrating my cousin's wedding. Sorta like rehearsal dinner, prior the the wedding (or sumtin like that, I'm not so sure). Plus, some friends messaged me on YM here and there, now and then, telling me good news: one got new girlfriend and one just graduated from his uni. Congratulations to you all, people.

Geez maybe now I know why I feel empty. It's the friends (and family, of course)! Shit I miss them.